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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2005|01:10 pm]
Melissa
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NEW LJ [Sep. 20th, 2005|07:06 pm]
Melissa
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2005|12:08 am]
Melissa
always look ahead.
never look back.
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2005|03:19 am]
Melissa
tonight was really fun.
emery was good.. weather anyone else liked them or not.. i did.
oh and gym class heros.. i liked them too.
i like hanging out with jordan and rob they're fun.
and when im with them i have fun.
i love them both a lot.


i also love alex a lot too.
shes by bff of corse.

and meagan and brittany and camille and christine and helen and mallory because i saw her tonight and her cute little self<3
and definitley AC because he talked to me tonight and made be feel a lot better about a certain situation. i really appreciate him.
&all of my friends.

even if i didnt name some people.. it was only because most of them dont read my lj.. but whatever.

im in the best mood ever and everything is perfect right now.
im so happy with everything.
and thats how it should be.
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2005|03:31 am]
Melissa
so uhh.. reading everyones ljs is gettin really fucking depressing.





i dont feel like writing about my night.
because it doesnt matter.
i had fun.
and met some new people, and it was good.

i have to give my cat away sunday and im really sad about it..
a lot.
:\.


why are some people so fucking fake?
if anyone can answer that question without saying "because they want to be accepted, or fit in" then please tell me.
because theres this person i know, and by far they are the fakest person ive ever met. and i really dislike them a lot for it.
thanks.
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YAYAYAYAY. [Sep. 14th, 2005|04:56 pm]
Melissa
so my mom called the builder today.
theyre gonna buildd usss a housseeee.
im sooo excited.
<3333
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|08:07 pm]
Melissa
brittneys comin this weekend!
im sooo excited.
shes my all time bff.(for.. 9 years)
and i havent seen her in months!
like 8!
aww yayayayay.


i have this really bad feeling..
i dont know if its normal or not but..
i have this really weird feeling that someone i know.. or someone VERY close to me is going to either get hurt really badly.. or die.. its really freaking me out..
its making me take a lot more people into consideration than i normally would.
and its also making me push more people away.
im not really sure why either.

on another note..
i really wish things could be how they were about.. 5 months ago.
i had so many things going for me.. and i was so happy..
a lot has changed since then..
friendships have kinda drifted and people have changed a lot..


im really glad that im such an independant person.
i dont need other people to have fun, or to get by.
pretty much everyone i know depends on other people..
and expects others to help them.
i hope they realize that these people arent going to be around them their whole lives.
before its too late.













im goin to do school work.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|12:30 am]
Melissa

damn, baby.Collapse )
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i took this from christine because i wanna be just like her. [Sep. 11th, 2005|10:59 pm]
Melissa
okay people..
actually do this or something.





Post anything that you want. Anything at all. A story, a memory, a thought, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a song, a question you want me to answer, you can tell me what you think of me, or something random on your mind - anything.

Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice, or as many times that you'd like, and then cut & paste this into your LJ to see what your friends have to say.


remember to post ANONYMOUSLY!
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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2005|04:52 pm]
Melissa
Pop that Kriss.....pop that moe
Slap that bitch.....punch that hoe
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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2005|04:40 pm]
Melissa
this weekend was pretty eventful..friday i couldnt get my paycheck cashed at the bank because mysteriously my account got closed.. then i tried to leave the bank and my car was dead.. i need a new battery.
no car, no money.. yeh.
then i went to the show and saw some people i love a lot. and it was fun.


saturday i went to work..
then shopping with alex and ally..
then to jordans to get him and rob.
then to skatepark.
then to darrens with alex..
then to jordans with rob and a bunch of other people..it was pretty fun..we didnt get home til latteeeee..or early..


today..
me and alex and rob and jordan went to the gtown festival and pretty much ate all of the samples, because.. well.. we were hungry.
then to the mall and guitar center.


now im home and im really tired..like everday after alex spends the night because she wakes me up so early.. haha..
im dying my hair tonight just because i want to.
so okay thanks.


wow.. this was a huge waste of time.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2005|12:27 am]
Melissa
hahah so today..
me and malz and saxy definitley "dine n dashed"..
it was awesome.
SUCH A RUSH D000000D.
hahah not really..
but it was funny.


tyler frogged me today.
wtf. sup huge bruise.
:(


ahhhhh.
tomorrows frifrifrifridayyyy.
this weekend.
gettin paid.
goin shoppin.
allys bday.
working.......
gtown festival.
show tomorrow.
aww..
im excited!
<3


dear everyone,
lets hangout this weekend, mk?
:):)
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(no subject) [Sep. 8th, 2005|04:23 pm]
Melissa
awwwww.
:).








today was fun.. a looottt.
i saw malz <3
and saxy.
it was fun.






wow..
i love being lied to.
a lot??
sike.
fuck you.
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2005|05:30 pm]
Melissa
wow...

best friends..

wtf?

yeah, right.
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dear "friends": [Sep. 6th, 2005|11:38 am]
Melissa
dont fucking make plans with me if your going to blow me off.
dont say your going to call me when you know you arent.
dont ask me to take you places just so u can ignore me the whole time.
most of you are just using me anyways.
fuck you.
quit wasting my time.
the end.
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